Can"t Able to pRoduce Any Song ThiS week

Dear Reader.. So Sorry this week i cant produce any new song.. hope this weekend i could post new song.. i understand my work is not very good, but i willing to workhard.. i will improve and improve.. however i don't know what had happen to me.. i feel that i had walk to the end of my life.. and i don't know which step to move on.. people telling me to 看开 but with the living and worries that given to me.. how i can 看开... i don't know how to move on.. i have my job and family.. but i now really wish to put my job or career in the 1st step... let see how i can move on bah...